Last night
I had a really weird dream. I saw familiar faces and unfamiliar faces too. But
the message I got out of it is how really scared I'm of living. I can't focus
on my task at hand these days. Even though I really want to study, my mind seem to have
lost the focus I need the most. I don't have anyone to blame for that or may be
I do. I'm making sure I don't get stressed and I'm taking a stroll to town as
usual on a Saturday morning. The sky is clear blue and I can feel the warmth of
the sun rays shining so bright. I know that after every bad storm, there'll be
sun shine. And a bad chapter doesn't mean the whole book is bad. I really need
to close this bad chapter and open a new one. But why does it hurt so much and
why is it so hard. I don't want to complain, I just want to do the best I can. Every time it's a mixed emotion. To let go or to hold on...
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