Passion! That's the word I used a lot when I started my degree and when I completed my TESOL certificate. Excitement is another word. But currently, "unmotivated" is how I feel. Exhausted is another word to describe. Losing hope. And my passion has gone out the window. Reality versus expectation. Thrown into a classroom full of western students, I felt intimidated. But I knew I could do it. As my teacher told me, "My heart's in it".