Perhaps

just a minute ago, you feel a little worthless. but another minute your phone rings and someone calls in to share their good news. I mean should you feel awful about that? or just happy that no matter what, there's someone out there who consider you as someone to share their joy with. You feel happy to share their success and their joy. sometimes you are so bogged down worrying about things in life that you shouldn't really be stressing about. But anyway, it's so true~ go with the flow and follow your heart :)...Perhaps you should just care less and let it be...

Some Day

some day I would travel to mars...some day I would be a scientist...some day I would build a house...some day I would own a car...some day... how many some days? When you have whole of today to do whatever you want, be whatever you like and do things that make you happy instead of dreaming of "some days". Like you want to go for a run, then just go...you want to go for a bike ride, just go...you want to head for a swim, just go...you want to catch up with your buddy...just get your ass of the couch or chair or whatever you are sitting on and just do it. Sometimes it takes our mind to decide, one thought follows another thought and the thoughts just keep pouring in.  Letting go is something hard I realize but once you can let go, then you can feel your whole self...A happy you.

No matter how hard life is, you will get there some day. It is not giving up that counts but getting up each time you fall back that matters. It's so true that once you love yourself, you can dispense that love to the outside world :-)

Breathe and take life as it comes...

Obstacles are like clouds in the sky, they would come and go or just float around. It is for you to turn that into a clear blue sky with sunshine or a dull grey sky with pouring heavy rain...But you can either bask under the sun or dance in the rain...

Self Realization

I realized today, it is not just good but great to take time out, laugh out loud like no one cares, share your thoughts like you owe it yourself, complain like you deserve it and above all let go of thoughts and feelings that make you feel less valued. I have always been lost when it comes to love... I know there is this butterflies in the tummy, the feeling of "Oh! yes I am in love" but for how long is the question I need to ask myself. Is it going to be a month, a week which is too short I reckon or may be 6 months at the maxim. I tend to fall head over heels and there is nothing more than that person in my head, the feel good hormone projects and I feel like I am over the moon. But I tell you that doesn't last long for me. May be I am starting to wonder if what we all call Love is ever meant for me. I am more of a career woman who strives for the best. But is that really true? I don't know and I never will...Sometimes I want to conquer the world and be all by myself...breath the freedom of single hood. However, it does feel good to fall in love sometimes may be not for too long though...otherwise you would be wasting too much of your time and energy into something so delusional. That is what I see love as~ an illusion like a mirage in the desert. It will be long gone before you realize it. Cupid shoots the arrow like there is no bull's eye for him. He makes people fall in love only to realize love is just a mere means of bringing two souls momentarily together. That is what is for me, even if it doesn't apply to anyone.

Time for me to follow my DREAMS ~_~ 

I have found love, I have lost love but in the midst of all I have always found myself rising high above...

If true love is meant to be...it will always be... either you ignore it, embrace it or just avoid it...